anaira147

i feel so sad because all i wanna do is watch tv and make art and i'm so behind on my school work i'm disappointed that i'm not disappointed i think its really fucking pointless, all of it, and i'm not sure that college is the right move for me don't really think i want to do the whole go to college, work until you die, mundane bullshit i want to do something different and exciting with my life i know i'm gonna end up going, i just want to be happy.

i really want somebody that will watch movies and tv shows with me and sit on the couch while i "do my homework". we don't even have to talk, just enjoy the silence and not point out how "awkward" it is. i don't usually find silence awkward unless somebody says it is and then i feel weird that i don't feel the same way?? i really don't feel the need to be talking constantly, i spend the majority of my time not talking actually. i feel like i don't have very much to contribute in conversations and i end up sounding stupid 99% of the time. i just want somebody that will sit with me and not be totally bored out of their mind somebody just really

"well, another day at the mcdonalds arches" "you can only call in sick if you have diarrhea" "wow, that's a managers shift!" "we only put jelly if they request it" "you have to charge for extra sauce" "don't sell any ice cream" "unsweet tea" "can i have a root beer" "you can only call in sick if you have diarrhea" "you can only call in sick if you have diarrhea" ".....diarrhea"